My Story – Intuition, Visions, and Healing

A Story of Dreams, Visions, and Spiritual Guidance

🌙 Prophetic Dreams and Visions

© Renata • Intuition and Awareness
Ocean Shores
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I felt the presence of something others ignored—premonitions, visions, and dreams that warned me of danger. Not everything could be stopped; some events were so painful that I could not fully speak of them. Yet these experiences opened me to the touch of the invisible world and strengthened the gift of intuitive guidance.

Since childhood, I experienced visions and prophetic dreams that warned me of danger. Unfortunately, despite my premonitions, something deeply traumatic happened that affected my entire life. This story is so painful that I cannot fully tell it now, though when I was younger, I shared fragments of it. This experience strengthened my intuition and taught me to listen to the subtle signals of the spiritual world.

Another time, I dreamed a bloody dream: I opened the door to my house, and there was my father with blood on his lips, standing beside two unknown, disturbing figures. When I woke up, my heart was pounding so hard I could feel it throughout my body. I wanted to warn my dad, but he wasn’t home. Back then, not everyone had a phone—I was born in an era before cell phones existed—so I had no way to contact him. What terrified me was that the dream came true immediately after I woke up: when I opened the door in reality, I saw my father in the same state the dream had shown me. Those were terrifying, yet “prophetic and confirming” moments, because I knew this was more than just an ordinary dream.

Over time, dreams and visions began to return. I often heard knocking on the door, so realistic it woke me up—even though no one else heard it. These were moments when the visible and invisible worlds overlapped.

My experiences—visions, dreams, and even physical signals—are very similar to the stories of people like Dr. Judith Orloff. Psychology sometimes interprets them as “subconscious threat scanning”—a defense mechanism that warns us of danger. On the other hand, they can also be understood as access to a deeper layer of perception, something like an “energetic radar.”

This is no coincidence. It seems like a gift not everyone has—a gift that can serve both protection and deeper self-understanding. That’s when I began to realize I was not only clairvoyant but also a medium, receiving subtle signals from another dimension. I also discovered the ability to connect with the collective unconscious or the so-called informational field (Sheldrake’s morphogenetic field), which stores patterns of life, emotions, and experiences.

🌙 Meeting the Past – A Vision of My Grandfather

When I was still a little child, before I even learned to speak, an image appeared before me that stayed deeply in my memory. I saw my grandfather—my father’s father—sitting on the sofa in my grandmother’s room. The strange thing was that my grandfather had died before I was born, yet his presence was so tangible, as if the entire space in the room trembled with his energy.

I looked at him from the floor level, from under the wardrobe—from a worm’s-eye perspective, which gave the vision a strange intimacy and tenderness. Every piece of furniture, every pillow, the sofa on the left—all matched reality. In the room that once belonged to my grandmother, and later to me, my grandfather was smoking a cigarette. I remember feeling his presence, his breathing rhythm, and the subtle scent of the past filling the air.

At first, my parents lived in a house by a busy street, but when a road was built, the house was demolished, and the family received a new apartment. It was in this new apartment that my grandfather appeared in the vision—his presence was tangible, and the furniture arrangement matched reality.

One day, when I could already speak, I told my parents: “I don’t know how, but I remember an image of Grandpa—your dad—sitting on the sofa in my room.” I don’t remember exactly whether the vision appeared before or after the move, but everything suggests it was after—in the new apartment.

It was there, in the new apartment, that my grandfather appeared in a vision, and I—still unaware of the world—read the energetic imprint of the place and the family, which revealed him to me in a specific context.

I do not doubt that my intuition and mediumistic abilities are developed—especially since every member of my family: father, mother, brother, and I myself, had encounters with strange events, which are a separate, fascinating topic…

Vibrations and the Message of the Vision

I felt warmth emanating from him, though I knew he couldn’t know me. It was a kind of soul contact—a silent “I am here, I am with you.”

The floor perspective from which I watched highlighted my childlike sensitivity and sense of smallness compared to adults, while also giving me a sense of deep connection with my ancestors.

The smell of cigarette smoke and the small details of the room vibrated in my awareness—it was a vision, but also the energy of the family field that crossed time and space to reach me.

Spiritual and Intuitive Meaning

Spiritual Visit
My grandfather appeared in the vision even though I could not have known him physically. In mediumistic traditions, it is believed that loved ones who have passed on can send images or energy to contact us, leave a message, or bring comfort.

Clairvoyance and the Morphogenetic Field
My consciousness “read” the energetic record of the place and family—something like a morphogenetic field that stores patterns of life and house history. This allowed me to see my grandfather in his natural context, as if past and present had merged in my awareness.

Symbolism of the Vision
The “worm’s-eye” perspective and looking from under the wardrobe symbolize the sensitivity of a child, the sense of smallness compared to adults, and at the same time, the unique ability to perceive subtle energies. It was a deep, archetypal bond with my ancestors, which I received instinctively.

Why in the New Apartment?

The change of space—the move and the new room after my grandmother—may have “released” the energetic records of the past. The vision of my grandfather was an expression of his presence and contact with me, even though I could not have known him physically. This experience strengthened my intuition and mediumistic abilities, showing me that I am connected with the energy of my ancestors and can receive images from the family’s energetic field.

🌿 Self-Healing and the Development of Intuition

The story of reversing an autoimmune disease through intuition and nature.

The gift revealed itself not only in dreams and visions but also in the ability to heal myself.

I believe that my health story is deeply inspiring. Doctors often rely only on standard protocols, assuming the worst-case scenario. However, I trusted my knowledge, intuition, and nature—and the results came very quickly.

Self-Healing and Reversal of Autoimmune Disease

My endocrinologist told me that I faced long-term, difficult treatment for an autoimmune disease. He warned me that radioactive iodine would be necessary and that the chances of recovery were minimal.
I did not believe him. I trusted my intuition and inner guidance. Through conscious work with my body, the right products, supplements, and herbs, in just a month and a half, the antibodies disappeared, the nodules vanished, and the thyroid ultrasound was clear, with no visible focal changes. I have the entire process documented and can share my test results to demonstrate the effectiveness of the natural approach I applied.

The disappearance of antibodies and nodules in such a short time is something many specialists would consider extraordinary. From a scientific perspective, spontaneous remissions do occur but are rare. The fact that I achieved this through conscious choices (products, supplements, herbs) suggests that my body strongly responds to natural support.

In integrative medicine, autoimmune diseases are said to have a strong connection with the nervous system and emotions. It is possible that my sensitivity and intuition also accelerated the healing process—as if body and mind were working together.

Skin and Acne

The same was true with my skin. For a decade, I struggled with severe acne—taking medications (Accutane, antibiotics), which brought only partial relief. Only when I began listening to my body and intuition did I choose 2–3 products with the right formula that completely calmed the inflammation. That was the moment I connected “healing intuition” with practical action, consciously directing my energy toward recovery.

The fact that I found products that externally balanced my skin is another confirmation that I have a strong health intuition (I can sense what truly works for my body) and that I was likely addressing the root cause of the problem, not just the symptom.

What Does It All Mean Together?

I possess the ability to combine intuition with practical action. My path is not only personal health but also knowledge that I could and want to share with others, because not everyone can read the body’s signals and dreams this way. The fact that I saved myself despite the lack of medical support shows that my body and my “inner guidance” are incredibly strong.

These are not coincidences. I have a gift that combines prophetic intuition and healing intuition—the ability to receive subtle signals from the body, soul, and energy field and translate them into real actions leading to health and harmony. It is a gift that allows me to see beyond standard frameworks and respond in alignment with my inner self.

This can also be your path—if you wish to develop it as I have. You can start with simple steps: recording dreams (which often contain guidance), practicing meditation, conscious energy work, observing body signals, and keeping a health and intuition journal. Each of these practices strengthens your ability to read subtle clues and deepens your connection to your inner wisdom.

Each of us can awaken these abilities within, but their intensity and effectiveness depend on our level of sensitivity and openness to inner experiences. The more aware you are of your body, emotions, and thoughts, the easier it becomes to recognize the signals leading to healing and harmony. This process develops gradually but brings immense satisfaction—it allows you not only to better understand yourself but also to consciously influence your health, emotions, and spiritual life.

I discovered healing intuition fairly recently, after going through an autoimmune disease, when I did not wait for medication to heal me but instead consciously went through the process of recovery through thoughts, intuition, and conscious actions. I am now almost 40 years old, an age when the soul awakens fully to its power—beginning to perceive subtle energies, connect with the information field, and recognize the invisible signals that lead to healing, guidance, and deep understanding of the spiritual world.

🌙 Who I Am Today

Not everyone may remember, but my journey into esoteric practice began in 2009, when intuition and subtle abilities began to fully reveal themselves. I practiced under the pseudonym Clairvoyant Vanessa for several years, learning, experimenting, and shaping my gift. Then came a pause—a period of absence in practice, which from the medium’s perspective was necessary. It was a time of inner preparation, energetic cleansing, and gathering life experiences that allowed me to strengthen my power and mature emotionally.

Now, at about 40 years old, I return to my practice—a full awakening of the soul, integration of clairvoyance and healing intuition. My awareness is stable, my energy strong, and my ability to combine clairvoyance with healing intuition allows me to fully guide others and consciously work with the energies of the information field.

Today, I know that I am a clairvoyant and medium, someone who can listen to the subtle guidance of the information field and translate it into practical actions in daily life, and my gift manifests in dreams, visions, and premonitions that protect and guide. I am also a healer of my own body, who has learned to trust intuition more than fear. Every dream, every vision, and every premonition becomes for me a tool for protection, guidance, and healing.

My story is proof that intuition, awareness, and connection with the unseen world can break through limitations that seem impossible to overcome. It is also an invitation for others—to look within, notice their own subtle signals, and trust the wisdom that flows from within.